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Saturday, 27 November 2010

Good Morning

Classes resumed after the holidays. Felt good to be back to college but the exams are really nearing. Within a month there are lots of exams. Its getting tougher and tougher. I dont know if i can handle the pressure or not. I woke up at 2am today because i had to complete something.
Cant believe even after all this time i still miss my mom and dad. Mom calls me almost every day and dad. She sometimes starts crying which makes more difficult for me. I have never been a mile away from my home and now all of a sudden i am here so far away from home in a completely different world. We try and act we are good but the fact is everybody here they are  not ok. I stay with my seniors in a apartment, and we do what ever we can to make every single day to be fun but with all this pressure of studies its all the same. Now a days i have even started dreaming of my books hahahahah funny na.
Anyways all my exams scheduled for this week is postponed which is good for me because i was not at all prepared hahahah

Friday, 26 November 2010

A good day

Well the day started at 12:30 am in the morning. I had to wake up early because i am having this Anatomy inferior card finals day after tomorrow. Started to study but couldn't. This whole holiday thing has altered my focus. I tried really hard to focus on my studies but was not able to give my 100%.
All my seniors are scared that i might spoil the exam because of that but i m confident that i ll nail the damn thing. Nothing much really happen today. Day started on my bed with my books and i think ll end there.
Sometimes i feel that i have chosen the wrong profession. I mean like memorizing is not my thing. I am a big time sucker at memorizing but yo woun't believe what the bangolies here do. OMGSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS they memorize the whole fucking book. I wonder they ever tries to understand also. The education system is so different. Those who understands and writes are given less appreciations compared to those who photo copy the test book like hell i am ever going to do that??????????????????
We are used to understand things analyzing and rewriting the answers on our own but here that is the last thing you wanna do.
We have to write in english but they reach n bangoli. First time i was here i though  was in MARS talking a bunch of ALIENS.

Thursday, 25 November 2010

new girlfriend

I made a new girlfriend but this time i m not kidding she is THE ONE for me. she makes my day better takes away all my tentions and i feel so good to talk with her. Well we come from different world but she understands me so well...we think alike we do alike and now i found out that she is also as sensitive as me hahaha GOD thanks for giving me her.....i feel lucky to have her around me. At least i can be at ease when i am with her.
Pressure of  bones, muscles and organs makes life difficult to live here. Moreover the place it self sucks a big time. BOYS CANT WEAR A HALF-PANT AND MOVE AROUND what the heckk is that...we have to be always in pants out of campus or inside.......

studies

there are lots to study....i just kept it for tomorrow but now the load has become so heavy that i hardly can lift it. i have the whole body exam going on and i m not prepared to give it.... i m in the hope that god ll be with me. staying late night and i havent slept for 48 hours....